Fic - He Has No Real Idea, Chapter 3

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Fic - He Has No Real Idea, Chapter 3
Pairing - Dom/Billy
Rating - NC 17
Contains - explicit sexual situations and language.
Disclaimer - a complete and total work of fiction. I’ve made it all up. (Wiggles eyebrows - insanely huge grin.)


At first glance it would seem someone living here was merely a bit untidy. A misplaced sock sat by itself on the living room floor, an identical mate lay scattered only a few feet beyond as though dropped by someone careless or unsuspecting. Down the hall a well worn blue tee shirt could be seen where it lay crumpled just inside the bedroom door, and a single pair of faded jeans had been discarded in a rumpled heap on the cluttered floor. Rounding the corner of the bed several additional pieces of clothing could be seen in a loosely defined haphazard pile, and a small assortment of colorful leather bracelets lay strewn in apparent quick fashion across the tiny bedside table. Dominic had arrived at Billy’s that evening wearing his usual and interesting casual attire, yet Billy had cleverly removed each colorful personal layer in his pursuit of the sexy young man existing beneath all of those pesky, restrictive layers.

Surprisingly shy and personally reserved beneath an external and occasionally brazen bravado, Dom had allowed Billy an uncommonly deep glimpse of his inner self as they carefully tested each other’s boundaries. While Dom understood quite well that his own libido was tied hopelessly to tenderness and intensity, Billy’s quick assessment of this aspect had been succinctly accurate. Each subsequent hunch or suspicion on the road map to Dom’s heart had been successfully pegged and identified for future reference. Surprised and resigned at how easily Billy had done so, Dom was subsequently left with only a few reasonable choices. At this point in intimacy it was not only fair but desirable to allow Billy all he was asking for, or he could slam the door on the entire experience and accept a decision he sensed would fill him with eternal regret and loss.

Interested and aroused, but unsure how to proceed, Dom thrilled to each moment as Billy had made those first, tentative, and intimate advances. Although he had experienced deep sexual attraction to men as well as women before, nothing he’d known previously had felt this directly unsettling or disarming. Multiple, conflicting sensations penetrated his brain and tunneled their way beneath his overly sensitized skin. Billy left him simultaneously edgy, excited, and somehow understanding he could easily become desperate for more.

With each touch Dom continued to fight a fitful, internal dialogue as he struggled to understand and contain the subsequent explosion of feelings. It was all a very interesting and gallant effort, but ultimately quite useless under Billy’s sharp insight and intuition. Despite all collective past experiences, in a sudden and jolting realization he understood that Billy had omitted all of the useless and impersonal explanations or excuses for simple seduction and was asking him for something much more pure and loving instead.

“You’re sure now?” Billy asked again, grazing one finger across a lightly freckled, bare shoulder. Dom smiled readily in response, his eyes alive with mischief and amusement at what would seem to be such an obvious question. Although he lowered his gaze initially, he had drawn decidedly closer before answering.

“I’m sure my prick‘s coming right through my jeans if I don’t finish getting them off,” he whispered. Sighing deeply and relaxing visibly he continued, “I’m here, aren’t I?” shrugging his shoulders mildly before saying more. “Yeah, I have some worries, but nothing could keep me here if I didn’t want to be.”

Noting Dom’s momentary shyness, Billy purposefully returned his smile before settling himself against his warm and inviting frame.

“Good,” he said, thrilling to the sensation of his own bare chest against Dom’s, “because I’d have a hard time throwing things into reverse right now,” he added, arms encircling Dom’s slender waist. “You have me all revved up and unsettled. For safety’s sake then,” he elaborated, pausing to drag one hand lightly down the front of Dom’s chest, “what ‘d ya say let’s get you naked before you suffer some terrible, irreversible damage.”

Dominic had closed his eyes in simple, momentary contentment as he considered a slightly seductive maneuver of his own before his world went suddenly sideways and he found himself lifted cleanly off his feet. His eyes flew open in surprise and alarm, and he grabbed madly onto Billy in the sudden ensuing melee as they both tumbled awkwardly backward in a tangled heap onto the awaiting bed. Dropping him the final short distance, Dom could not help but laugh openly as he broke Billy’s fall, arms open and eager to catch him.

“Gotcha,” Billy teased, laughing as well despite landing with a heavy thud on top of Dom, “but I’m right sneaky that way.”

Extremely turned on and ultimately unable to resist temptation, Dom pushed his hips upward in a slow and decidedly wicked rolling fashion. He knew well that he was teasing Billy’s limits and self-control, but otherwise undaunted, he craned upward to find his warm and willing mouth with his own while curious hands roamed slowly lower to outline and explore Billy’s shapely arse. He loved the feel of Billy’s sexy bare skin beneath soft and well worn cotton boxers, his distinctly personal scent also pleasantly noticeable while they were this delectably close. Billy’s slightly smaller, sturdy frame was sharply chiseled in all the right places, his raw masculinity reflected intensely against his own. It caused a distant tingling to flare and ignite low in his groin before oozing out to flow smoothly into his belly.

“Remember Dom,” Billy whispered, brushing his lips lightly against Dom’s, “I’ve accepted a mission here to preserve your manhood, and I fully intend to succeed.”

“Um,” Dom moaned in response, barely above a whisper. “Yeah, that’s right,” he affirmed, grinding back lightly against Billy, “I forgot - so fucking hurry then,” he challenged in a throaty, sexy voice while winding fingers tightly into one leg of Billy’s boxers. “I think I’m in serious trouble if you don’t,” he added, biting lightly on his own lower lip.

In that simple gesture Dom had unwittingly locked and loaded onto Billy’s sexuality, and needing no additional encouragement he reached quickly for the top button of Dom’s jeans, located the zipper and swiftly tugged them open. Dom followed by relaxing his hips and sighing appreciatively in obvious relief, his engorged cock swollen and struggling to lift gratefully up and out of his restrictive jeans.

“God Almighty, I needed that,” he sighed from behind heavily lidded eyes. “Much more and I’d have been officially circumcised tonight.”

“We’ll not be allowing that,” Billy replied, trying to sound supportive and in control, but he found himself staring openly at Dom’s newly exposed groin, the tip of his cock peeking eagerly above the band of black briefs. Utterly unable to stop himself, Billy shoved the obstructive fabric aside for a full and proper view of Dom’s generous erection.

“Jesus, Dom,” he uttered in total appreciation.

Leaning demurely on his elbows Dom managed to sit up slightly before scanning himself quickly for damage, his blue eyes clear with amusement and relief before adding, “Yeah Jesus, Billy, “just look what you’ve done to me!”

Satisfied that he had indeed remained manly and intact he reached again for Billy, pulling him gently down and wrapping him snugly with his legs.

“So finish getting me naked, lover boy,” he whispered sarcastically, ghosting his breath over Billy’s neck while laving a tiny trail of feathery kisses toward his collarbone.

“Come on, Billy,” he continued to tease, “I want you to.”

Absorbing a set of instructions too good to be true, Billy struggled only momentarily to clear his head and proceed as requested. Locating his scattered senses he grabbed Dom’s jeans in both hands and tugged them free of his slender hips before pulling them down and tossing them victoriously aside. Remembering his owns boxers at the last moment, he slid quickly from one hip to the other as he removed them, and rolling back onto his hands and knees, he began a slow and purposeful scale of Dom’s now fully naked frame. Settling gently beside him Billy rested one hand lightly on Dom’s hip, his eyes roaming slowly and appreciatively over Dom’s lightly bronzed torso.

“God, you have a beautiful body,” Billy offered softly, devouring Dom with his eyes while rubbing one thumb in tiny, concentric circles against the skin of Dom’ s tummy. “So beautiful,” he repeated, dipping his head quickly to place a single lingering kiss just below his navel.

Dom’s abdominal muscles bunched mildly despite his intent at control, his skin feeling alive and responsive to Billy’s loving touch. Wanting more he reached for him silently, his own eyes full and brimming with unanswered questions and potential scenarios. Searching familiar green eyes for some hint to unanswered questions or possibly the end of this story, he touched his lips lightly to Billy’s before whispering, “help me with these feelings,” he began bravely, his voice low and raspy. “I want you so fucking much,” he said, pausing as though unsure how to continue, “and it feels like it could hurt a lot if I can’t straighten it all out in my head.”

Billy’s heart softened at the brutal honesty in Dom’s words, and he tightened his arms fiercely in renewed determination to shield him from whatever had been previously painful or unsettling. The feel of Dom naked and willing against him had made him almost unbearably hard with desire, and he reminded himself with some impatience that the delectable young man in his arms seemed to have no real idea of his own pure charm and outrageous appeal. Billy had momentarily lost sight of that point in his own raging desire to have him, and he reprimanded himself sternly for the oversight. It seemed apparent that similar things had happened to Dom before, and Billy became newly determined not to add himself to any of Dom’s personal chaos.

“You’re alright,” he began quietly, meeting Dom’s eyes calmly in the near darkness. Although he expected to find some remaining level of challenge lurking there, he was startled to find himself flipped over once again, Dom rolling and pinning him with strong and slender hips to the bed. He hadn’t been fully prepared for such aggression, but recognizing and accepting of it, he welcomed the sweetness of the attention. Although he was tempted to chastise himself severely for overlooking his own vulnerabilities, he was lost more immediately instead to the warm and sexy strength that was Dom. He reached for him eagerly, raggedly exhaling at the feel of him so near and delightfully attainable.

“Jesus, Dom,” Billy repeated, squeezing his arse with both hands. “You really are going to kill me.”

Dom snickered and bit gently into Billy’s neck before replying. “No, I’m not,” he soothed, “because I very selfishly want to have mind blowing sex with you tonight.”

“Yeah?” Billy could only whisper in reply, one hand wandering again across Dom’s shapely thigh. “That’s brilliant,” he answered, tracing Dom’s upper lip with his own, “because you aren’t getting away tonight.”

Energy and strength renewed, Billy tumbled them again and reasserted himself firmly on top. Pushing one knee carefully under Dom’s thigh he gently forced Dom’s legs further apart before resettling against him.

“Easy now Dom,” he paused, enunciating slowly and properly, “and remember - it was you who wanted some lessons tonight.”

Dominic relaxed immediately in submission, his body becoming quiet and still as he focused carefully on Billy’s words. His heart thundered loudly in his chest, his breath becoming more rapid and shallow as he tried to anticipate Billy’s delightful touch. Blinking hard he searched frantically for Billy’s face, but a dusky, peaked nipple had drawn Billy’s immediate attention instead, and Dom squirmed helplessly as Billy gathered the tiny tip between his teeth before pulling it into his mouth and sucking tenderly. Billy laved slowly around the tender, heated skin with his tongue causing a new and nearly indistinguishable sound to escape from Dom. Arching his back and fumbling for short strands of Billy’s hair with one hand, he grabbed desperately for purchase, struggling to maintain that perfect feeling with Billy’s warm and loving mouth. Succumbing to pure sensation he heard himself whimper openly as Billy abandoned one nipple for the other, and he found himself turning helpfully into Billy’s touch. He wished desperately to be devoured, and despite a looming level of intensity for which he wasn’t sure he was fully prepared, he didn’t care if he or his entire psyche survived the experience. He knew only that he wanted Billy to take them wherever they were going.

“Bill,” Dom whispered fiercely.

“Dommie?” he responded, listening carefully.

When Dom said nothing else immediately Billy looked up intently and studied his soft expression while waiting patiently for him to continue. Deep in thought but unable to assign words to his feelings Dom could only smile in sudden exasperation and pull Billy close for another kiss.

“I don’t know,” he offered. “I just needed to tell you something. I just - I just wanted more of you, that’s all.”

Billy paused momentarily, considering this insight before ghosting his lips once again over Dom’s.

“How about you let me find what feels best then, and you stop me if you want to, ‘k?”

No longer concerned, Billy returned to kissing Dom languidly, thrilling to his warmth and extreme responsiveness. Noting Dom’s acquiescence to his gentle probing, his tongue slid easily inside to explore new and delicious territory. Dom tasted faintly of the evening’s beer and something else distinctly separate - a deep, musky essence Billy somehow identified as belonging exclusively to Dom. He tried to memorize the flavor and feel of such a naughty, irresistible mouth, but he was greatly distracted by Dom’s rigid cock pushing insistently again him instead. Wildly stimulated Dom had pressed himself to Billy and was rubbing aggressively against his fuzzy, soft tummy.

“Hey, easy now,” Billy soothed, seemingly calm as he ended another lingering kiss. Finding some of Dom’s tousled blond hair he combed it soothingly with his fingers before continuing. “Let me - let me do most of the work, alright?”

Billy then slid easily to one side, and turning Dom carefully in his arms, he urged him onto one side as well before curling closely against him from behind. Wrapping his arms tightly around him he snuggled close, one hand wandering toward his throbbing cock, and the other encircling his chest. Dom gasped at the moment Billy located his swollen, aching cock, and he reached eagerly behind him to cradle Billy’s neck and wiggle deeper into his arms.

“Billy,” was all he could manage to say as skilled and profoundly clever fingers methodically explored his belly, hips, and the damp, curly hairs of his pubis. No one had touched him in exactly this way before, and he found himself anticipating each new and tender sensation as Billy worked at becoming acquainted with the contour and curve of his body.

“Shush now,” Billy stated quietly, hugging him before beginning to stroke him gently once again. “I promise it’ll feel good, just let it happen.”

Dominic all but sobbed as he submitted and melted further into Billy’s strong and sturdy embrace. His cock, now hopelessly rigid and throbbing, tingled pleasantly where Billy’s fingers rubbed and massaged him before wandering lower to cup and explore his tender, swollen scrotum. He felt deliciously safe and well cared for in Billy’s arms, and he surrendered wantonly to the new and sizzling sensations.

Billy kissed him lightly on one earlobe and whispered, “C’m on Dommie, relax - relax and let it all feel good.“

Unable to hold back any longer Dom began a slow and rhythmic thrust into the silky warmth of Billy’s hand, his own wetness having moistened and lubricated the way. Lost in the sweetness of Billy’s grasp Dom closed his eyes and tried to memorize the provocative outline of Billy’s bare form against his own. Stray fingers continued to tease and stimulate his nipples as Billy’s other hand milked his cock with strong and confident strokes. It felt insanely good to feel Billy stroke his most sensitive and intimate places, yet he yearned somehow for even more.

“Christ, Billy,” he managed, swallowing hard. “I’ll never be able to watch you play guitar again without coming in my jeans.”

“Oh,” Billy snickered, continuing to pull affectionately up and down the hard length of Dom’s cock before continuing, “I’d like that.”

From somewhere far away Dom also registered the fleeting thought that he would be sporting the tell tale mark of more than one lusty love bite by morning. Billy had been busy chewing pleasantly on his neck and collar bone, grazing and teasing the flesh with his teeth before soothing the same spot immediately with the gentle swipe of his tongue, and following it all with a light, almost apologetic kiss.

“Who the hell cares?” Dom chanced at asking himself. It certainly wasn’t him.

As the minutes lengthened Dom moaned softly to himself as the faintly familiar burn of impending orgasm began to gather and built in his groin. Awareness creeping eventually into the corners of his brain, he realized how close he was to climaxing just before he grabbed frantically for Billy’s attention.

“Oh God, Billy!” he whispered suddenly in near panic only moments later. “Billy! Oh God, I’m gonna come like this,” he finished, his voice fragile and shaking with emotion.

“No, no you’re not, “ Billy soothed hastily. “Not yet anyway,” he added, loosening his grip slightly and carefully slowing the intensity of his touch. “Relax, mate,” he encouraged, moving his hands momentarily to Dom’s chest and tummy to calm him. “You’re alright, just impossibly and hopelessly sexy tonight,” he continued without mercy.

Dom turned in Billy’s arms trying to nuzzle his face into his neck, and widening his legs shamelessly he continued to rock his pelvis into Billy’s touch, desperate to maintain their connection yet fearful of losing control. Having given this much of himself to Billy’s ministrations, it was useless to feign anything other than the total submission he craved. He knew his body was only a tool through which they could fuse themselves physically, but his emotions were reaching desperately to connect with Billy’s loving attention. Their physical attraction was easy to implement and not difficult to understand, but Dom could deeply sense the undertone of Billy’s sincerity, and he sought frantically to maintain and connect with him there.

“Billy,” he whispered, now face to face as he stilled, Billy hugging him quietly in return. Words became unnecessary as Dom melded himself further into Billy’s embrace, closing his eyes and concentrating on the myriad of emotions that tumbled and roiled together in his head. He recognized the dizzying, joyful elation that niggled and pulled at the corners of his mind, and he knew he was dangerously close to falling in love. The realization alone was wildly overwhelming.

Billy had noted the slight trembling in Dom’s body, and he tucked him more tightly within his embrace to quiet and still whatever was happening. If this was only the adrenaline from their joint lust and sheer pleasure in one another he could understand and handle that. If it was something more, he wanted to understand that, too.

His own erection was screaming for attention as his hips met Dom’s in near perfect alignment. Their raw sensuality was unavoidable, and he moved himself gently against Dom in an attempt to assuage his own aching hardness. Dom rubbed gently back, and they quickly settled into an easy frottage of give and return.

Long minutes passed in exquisite pleasure and Dom felt almost dizzy, as though someone had sucked most of the oxygen out of the room. His breathing had become labored and heavy, and he was now damp from head to toe with perspiration and the heavy essence and combination of hormones, pre-come, and the night time New Zealand heat. Billy’s amazing hands continued mapping his body, and he gasped outwardly each time it felt especially good.

As Billy giggled softly in response to one particularly desperate sigh, Dom briefly considered smacking him if he’d thought it worth interrupting such a delightful touch. Ultimately he opted not to do that but managed to whisper quickly instead.

“What’s so fucking funny?”

“You are, Dom,” Billy replied immediately. “I love the noises and sounds that you make. Don’t you dare stop them,” he added, biting Dom’s neck tenderly for emphasis and understanding.

Dom curled in mild surprise at what was surely to be a new and fairly impressive bruise, followed quickly by another nearly indecipherable sound as Billy took his own sweet time planting kisses along his neck and beneath his chin. He submitted to the new and purposeful assault on his senses, but he understood the intended message clearly. For at least tonight he belonged to Billy, and he would take perfect care of him.

Minutes lengthened and Dom was beginning to feel increasingly frantic as the sweet deliciousness of completion taunted him from just beyond immediate reach. Billy continued repeatedly to tease him with just the right amount of intensity and pressure in his groin before retreating and pulling slightly away once again. It was pure and almost unbearable passion, and Dom knew his usual and substantial resolve and stamina had quite certainly crumbled.

“Billy, please,” he choked out, defeated and pleading for release.

Hearing and understanding the level of desperation in his voice Billy immediately slowed the deadly roll of his own hips against Dom’s and allowed him to rub and press wantonly against his belly instead. Dom relented and drove himself madly into the perfect warmth between them, success achieved moments later as waves of perfect pleasure arrived to engulf and save him. Crying out in exasperation and relief he wound both arms and legs tightly around Billy and clung to him for his very survival while releasing hard and repetitive trails of white ejaculate that coated their skin and oozed heavily between them.

Billy waited until Dom lay totally still and sated before allowing himself a few final strokes against his wet belly, tensing and freezing suddenly himself before the ecstasy of his own orgasm arrived bursting and melting it’s way through his cock. Regaining awareness several moments later he attempted to move but was quieted and held decidedly in place by a set of arms matching his own in strength and stability.

“Lay still, Billy,” Dom whispered, still breathless. “You aren’t heavy, lay still.”

Thankful, exhausted, and feeling well ravished Billy collapsed against Dom. Still unable to talk he searched momentarily for him with both arms and tucked his hands beneath Dom’s shoulders as he snuggled close trying to calm himself. The sticky mess between them would wait until someone could regain more composure, and Billy had decided he actually didn’t care if he died covered in more of the same from both of them.

As if to emphasize that particular point he wiggled slightly against Dom in the slippery remnants of semen and sweat that coated both their bellies. Dom giggled and squeezed him tightly before attempting a scolding.

“Stop it, you kinky bastard! I think we’ve glued ourselves together as it is.”

Billy commenced to wiggle a little harder in the gooey mess stopping only when a sharp smack to one butt cheek surprised and startled him to halt.

“Stop it, I said!” Dom commanded, laughter hanging heavy and threatening his authority. “That tickles, damn it,” he went on to explain, “and if you don’t lay still I’ll be hard again very soon!”

“Um, that wouldn’t be so bad now, would it?” Billy asked, resigning himself to defeat but wrapping a bit more tightly around Dom. Settling contentedly once again he added, “Well, good night then, and wake me if the place is fucking on fire or something.”

“I believe I could think of something better,” Dom cantered, “but go to sleep, Billy,” he instructed quietly.

Dom proceeded to rub Billy lightly on one shoulder as he lay thoughtfully in the comfort and fallout of his own exhaustion. Whatever door the two of them had opened mutually tonight there would be no going back now. He’d known Billy had fancied him, and he’d somehow known there could come a time they would face one another in some sort of erotic and sexual confrontation. What he hadn’t known before tonight, however, was how much he wanted Billy to love him, and how accurate that was despite his attempted deception with himself. He’d somehow managed to hide from his own feelings, and now all of that lay cracked open and exposed between them, laid thoroughly bare for both of them to see.

He hadn’t known that part was coming, greatly underscoring for him in bold and significant letters that he’d had no real idea about any of it. The realization weighed heavily on his mind as he concentrated on quieting himself and waiting for the blessed relief of sleep.

“Nice one, Monaghan,” he continued to the last moment in his internal tiff with himself. “Not only have you fallen for your mate, but he’s your closest co-star. Good luck with all of that.”

Dom exhaled deeply in a concerted effort to release all of the pent up thoughts and emotions of the last few hours. Billy had moved only slightly in his arms, having drifted off into a light sleep only moments ago. Shifting slightly more Dom resettled them both easily to one side before regathering Billy close and settling down comfortably in the linen covers. Tomorrow would have to be soon enough to re-examine all of this. As for what was left of tonight, however, he wanted nothing more than to stay curled up with Billy and sleep. He kissed Billy one last time before snuggling down against him, and feeling newly enlightened, a little scared, as well as a distinct and crazy sort of happy, he waited patiently for sleep to overtake him.

Comments

[moit.livejournal.com]

Where might I find the first two chapters of this? :)

[pippins-penny.livejournal.com]

I was going to ask the same thing!

[carribbe.livejournal.com]

See trail to Chapters 1 and 2 below - mucho apologies.

[carribbe.livejournal.com]

I apologize everyone - I tried SO hard to add Chapters 1 & 2 last night, and the editing option just would not capture the change for me. I do not know why - I will try again this morning.

I was so bummed. I am sorry, here goes... :(

[carribbe.livejournal.com]

Try these

Chapter 2
http://carribbe.livejournal.com/3553.html


Chapter 1
http://carribbe.livejournal.com/3023.html

[moit.livejournal.com]

This was hot and adorable all at the same time. I love the way you write them; it almost feels like I'm in the room.

[carribbe.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much! I'm glad you got that impression - it's how I personally see them.

'If walls could talk', so to speak, they just might be embarrassed.
I suspect Billy and Dom could light each other up enough to cause spontaneous combustion (and I'd love to watch.) :)

[foxrafer.livejournal.com]

I really like how you show Dom's realization that what he wants is more than just sex with Billy. And there's a nice balance between the passion and the emotions.

Searching familiar green eyes for some hint to unanswered questions or possibly the end of this story
Such a great line.

[carribbe.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Sweetie!

I'm totally mushy for their emotional bonds (fictionalized and non fiction.)
I'm glad you enjoyed it. :)